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Still here.
Still building.

Countless jobs applied for. Clients approached. Many hackathons entered. Zero results across the board. And yet. Five apps. One website. One thing I turned out to be surprisingly good at.

Rudy P. Agnel
Rudy P. Agnel
Principal Designer · Unemployed since Aug 2025

Finally, after countless jobs applied for, clients approached, many hackathons entered, and still zero results, I'm still here, still building. I've built five apps so far, and don't forget this website.

The Scoreboard

9 Months. Here's the Full Record.
What I tried
Attempts
Wins
Job applications sent
Many
0
Cold emails to agencies
100
0
Hackathons and makeathons
10+
0
Apps built and shipped
5
5
Stories written and published
7
7
Skills rediscovered
Many
Many

The Jack of All Trades Problem

Sometimes, as a designer with many skill sets, people say I'm a jack of all trades. And even though I still don't know exactly what I'm best at, I now realize I'm good at not giving up. I'm good at keep trying, keep learning, keep building, and staying creative.

UI Design
Back and sharper than before. Figma is open daily again.
Illustration
Always there. Pitched to VeeFriends. Taking client work.
App Building
New skill unlocked during unemployment. Five shipped.
AI Tools
Learning as the tools evolve. Using them daily. Not afraid of them.
Not Giving Up
Turns out this is the most important skill I have. Took 9 months to discover it.
Storytelling
You're reading the evidence of this one right now.

Why This Website Exists

That's why you found this website with my story inside it.

This isn't a portfolio pretending everything went smoothly. It's a document of what actually happened when a principal designer who spent years on brochures decided to claw back everything that had gone dull.

The zero results are part of it. The Gary Vee panic is part of it. The 100 unanswered emails are part of it. The hackathon loss during Ramadan is part of it. All of it is the work. The building is the point.

If you made it this far

You now know more about my unemployment than most people who have met me in person. If that earns a conversation, a project, or a job offer, my inbox is very much open.

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